Day 3!

So this week has been a personal hell for me. I have been in the hospital 4 out of 7 days. I have been diagnosed with mono. Mono is a sickness that effects your entire body and makes you feel like death. I could not eat anything during those days because I had to take multiple tests including a MRI and an ultrasound. All of these tests concluded that on top of the mono my appendix had burst. Which was one of the most painful experiences in my life. I am so tired and I can still barely eat. One positive is that I have lost like 10 pounds. Otherwise I am in constant pain and feeling like I am going to throw up. The worst thing about this experience is that I had to miss work and school. I hate missing school it makes me think that I am missing so much even though my teachers say I am fine. School is really important for me and I hate feeling behind everyone else. I want things to be like it was in high school for me, but college is so different and challenging. I enjoy the challenges but if I miss one day I feel so behind. I want some control back. I am glad that the stress of school will almost be done.